29 November 2010

"I know exactly how to make a woman happy. I just haven't met one yet that has deserved the effort."

How dare you say that shit. How DARE you say that shit where I can see it. How can you be so fucking CLUELESS?! You have officially become not-shit in my book. As if I didn't try so hard to make it work. You mean to tell me I didn't DESERVE you making me happy?! That's not something someone should have to DESERVE. How could you not want to fucking make me happy? IT'S RECIPROCAL. I WOULD'VE MADE YOU HAPPY TOO, YOU DUMB FUCKING SON OF A BITCH. And you do not know exactly how to make a woman happy, that I can fucking PROMISE, with every cell in my body. You. Do. Not. Know. And there is absolutely no way you learned in the time we've been broken up.

My absolute anger over this has caught me off guard. I mean, I know I was still pissed off about the summer and what I found out about how he feels about it, but for him to say something like this? I can't deal with it in a calm manner.

And for you to DM me ASKING IF I WAS MAD AT YOU?! WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK?! AND THEN DELETE IT?!?!?! THAT IS FUCKING IT. YOU ARE GONE. YOU ARE FUCKING DONE, GONE FROM MY LIFE, GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE YOU POMPOUS FUCKING IDIOT, WITH YOUR OVERTHINKING OF EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING, AND YOUR UNBEARABLE OUTLOOK ON LIFE. You are an unbearable person in my life at this point, and I just will not put myself through seeing your face anywhere. Because clearly, you never appreciated everything I was willing to be for you. And you never fucking will.

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